I wasn't going to post this quite yet because of my history. You know what I mean if you've followed my story. But I decided this afternoon that there's no sense in keeping it THAT quiet. I am still whispering though so only you can hear me. I know that you all can keep a secret right?
Decided to POAS on Monday so as to not worry about my drinking on New Year's Eve.
EPT Early Detection came up with a + almost as soon as I set it down on the counter. I had J look at it too. All we both could say was "hmm..."
1st Beta was Wednesday at 2:30pm - 284
2nd Beta was today at 10:00am - 612 (doubling time of 1.8 days)
3rd Beta on Monday...
Oh. my. God. Oh. my. God.
I'm scared and excited at the same time. I have to try to figure out a way to get through each day without losing my sanity.
Please baby hold on tight and don't let go...
My journey through years of fertility treatment and miscarriage
Our Hopeful Ticker...
About Me
- Lisa
- I am 42 years old and separated from J after nearly 10 years of marriage. We had been trying to have a baby for more than 6 years. Through years of fertility treatments and pregnancy loss our journey had been way too long and I had lost nearly all hope that it would end happily. That hope grew again as each day of our twin pregnancy passed and on August 25th, 2008 our world was forever changed. Not long after our boys were born I found myself a single parent. Even though single parenthood with twins is damn hard I wouldn't change it for the world. Now, nearly two years after separating from J, I'm dipping my toe back in the dating pool. NOTE: Names have been changed to protect the innocent.
Blogroll
- A Little Sweetness
- Baby Maatman Journey
- Baby Steps to Baby Shoes
- Bella Vida
- Coming 2 Terms
- Henry Street
- Love, Hope, and Faith
- Mission Impossible Infertile
- Mommy Someday
- No Swimmers in the Tubes...
- On the Wrong Side of Statistics
- Or life is a bed of roses
- Our Box of Rain
- Precious Little
- Quest for a Lifetime
- Reproductive Jeans
- Roadblocks and Rollercoasters
- Stirrup Queens
- That was the Plan
- The Sticky Bean Preconception Journal
6 comments:
YAY!!!!! CONGRATS!! (That was me shouting for you, but still in secret.) I hope 2008 is the year in which this goes better for both of us.
Stay in there little one, and keep on doing what you need to do.
Holy shit! I am so excited for you! Yay for the beta numbers too....
Wonderful news. I know you are cautious and scared but thrilled and elated. Enjoy every second and each night just be thankful for the healthy day you just had...it's really all you can do.
Now go celebrate! Keep us posted on your thoughts throughout this process.
Woohoo!! Congratulations!! That is very exciting. Hold on baby!!!
YAY!!!! Congratulations! How exciting and your numbers look great!
No worries...your secret is safe with me. :)
Wonderful news and a great way to start the new year. Wishing you all the best!
Wow.
Best wishes. Many doubling beta and healthy baby thoughts sent your way...
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