Friday, January 4, 2008

Secrets

I wasn't going to post this quite yet because of my history. You know what I mean if you've followed my story. But I decided this afternoon that there's no sense in keeping it THAT quiet. I am still whispering though so only you can hear me. I know that you all can keep a secret right?

Decided to POAS on Monday so as to not worry about my drinking on New Year's Eve.
EPT Early Detection came up with a + almost as soon as I set it down on the counter. I had J look at it too. All we both could say was "hmm..."
1st Beta was Wednesday at 2:30pm - 284
2nd Beta was today at 10:00am - 612 (doubling time of 1.8 days)
3rd Beta on Monday...

Oh. my. God. Oh. my. God.
I'm scared and excited at the same time. I have to try to figure out a way to get through each day without losing my sanity.

Please baby hold on tight and don't let go...

6 comments:

K @ ourboxofrain said...

YAY!!!!! CONGRATS!! (That was me shouting for you, but still in secret.) I hope 2008 is the year in which this goes better for both of us.

Stay in there little one, and keep on doing what you need to do.

Meg said...

Holy shit! I am so excited for you! Yay for the beta numbers too....

Wonderful news. I know you are cautious and scared but thrilled and elated. Enjoy every second and each night just be thankful for the healthy day you just had...it's really all you can do.

Now go celebrate! Keep us posted on your thoughts throughout this process.

Susan said...

Woohoo!! Congratulations!! That is very exciting. Hold on baby!!!

Road Blocks and Roller Coasters said...

YAY!!!! Congratulations! How exciting and your numbers look great!

No worries...your secret is safe with me. :)

Pamela Jeanne said...

Wonderful news and a great way to start the new year. Wishing you all the best!

SaraS-P said...

Wow.

Best wishes. Many doubling beta and healthy baby thoughts sent your way...